Please....

Hehe...blog? apekah itu? sejenenis kuih kah? this is first time i write something in my blog. i dont know what to put here. Asking to my friend, ' eh, korg wat blog 2 best sgt ker? ape y korg letak?'. For me, just add everyhing include my previous assignment. that weird rite? So, now, i mean today, at 0835am, just after i take i bath, thinking n feeling something that make myself uncomfortable. Even da dekat raye, it should be happy and excited. But, this friday morning really make me 'sick' . hmmm...kenape kah? hehhh....

Raye maybe on wednesday, balik kL tak tahu lagi, reunion with kwn2 lame hari sabtu, big assignment ade 2, small assignment ade 1, So, that really make my raye feeling gone. Raye is nothing, it is not what we expected during child. [*sigh].maybe this is the last ramadhan, and raye. i sad..please dont let this ramadhan go. somebody pleasee!!...i know it cant. a few reasons exist in my mind. 'tlg kjutkn aku sahur ek', in every night i hope that she'll wake me up for sahur, n she did it. thanks. even sampai nk patah jari jemari 2. hehe. kalo da xde ramadhan, that mean no more sahur, no more kjut2 for sahur, i'm gonna miss that moment. [*sigh*].....

so, after raye ade lagi lebih kurang 3 mggu b4 final exam, that's really scare. Final exam for fly. b4, i dont have any reasons to fly, just try ur best, kalo da dpt, alhamdulliah, that's my rezeki. But, this time, i realize that i really need to be there. Nak xnk kne pg jgk. 'Main reasons' come to me, and said 'ko kne pg jgk dib, u hv to, kalo x, abis la ko, seriously abis, idup ko sekse nnti'. [*sigh]..mmg kne pg la cmni, i knew that my personality was ESFJ, and it was really s**k for the love part. 'Easily woundded,sensitive and really caring'. arggghh...i hope that i never meet her, but i meet her, n know more bout her, hope she'll be fine. Luv really s**k rite? i really hope i didnt meet her if i know the pain. so, nk xnk kne fly jgk, kalo x, better do plan B (aku pon xtau plan B ape). [*sigh] best ever hang out, n 1st time xbdbar. i shy to girl actually, lebih2 kalo kuar ber'tige'. i'll never forget that moment.

So, now, da dkt pkul 9, (2 pon nk kne ckp ker? hehe), she's done her assignment, n aku plak kne pg antar fik pg ktm, ptg nnti pg kL, n maybe mlm blik umah, tomorrow blik kg, jap lg blik kt blik, amik kasut raye, n meet her. Byk nyer kne wat [*sigh]. that normal. ramadhan da nk abis. argghhhh.....pleaseee somebody stop it...knape blan ramadhan bkn lg lame? ish2...xelok cmni..hehe.

p/s: selamat ari raye kwn2, maaf la kalo aku ade wat silap, aku tau aku byk salah ngn korg, especially with her, sory coz keep it secret from u. sape2 y blik kg 2, drive leklok, behenti minum dlu kt petronas 2. mcm dlm iklan, hehehe....i'll hope i 'll fine, she'll fine, my friend and everybody will fine. Selamat Hari Raye again. =)